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[boyshapedbox]

So really, why am I big fat coward???

I really want to apply for a job at Toysmart because it would be the perfect job for me, and there is an opening, but I am too scared to drop off the application.

Why?

Because I might actually get the job.

Normal people would be afraid of being rejected, not me. I'm afraid of they will actually hire me and I'll screw shit up.
A few of my friends work there as well, and it would be amazing working with them because
A. They are fun to be around.
B. It's a Toystore. Your get to play with toys with them. It's encouraged.

But i'm afraid that if I screw up, or suck at the job that they will hate me because it will go from "yay richard!" to "Ugh. I used to like richard, but he makes my job harder and I can't seperate work from my social life, so I won't call him or hang out with him because he sucks at his job."

I am a stupid stupid little boy who needs more sleep, exercise, sunlight, spooning, and making out.

Comments

[straightmirage.livejournal.com]

Aw, Richard. Don't worry about it at all. True friends would never think to drop a friendship over something like that. I'm sure that they would help you if you had any minor problems on the job.

I sort of feel the same way. I haven't had a job before because I'm too afraid of inconviencing people with my stupidity. That's why I'm afraid of driving as well. But I'm still practicing so I can just get my liscense.

Toy Stores are fun. Except for the bratty 7 year olds who throw tantrums.