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[The end of a great vacation]

Well tomorrow is my last day here in San Francisco. I am in love with the bay area and will definetly spend a lot of time thinking about moving here.

Yesterday I went and saw the SF Ballet's performance of their Nutcracker. It is a new production this year with all new sets, costumes, and choreography.

I was blown away.

I have never been able to see a truely large scale producton like this ever in my life. I was almost in tears during the snow scene with all the snow falling on stage, the FANTASTIC dancing, and the set comprised of what looked like tree branches receeding into a snowy fog.

Before the performance I walked around back stage and into the costume rooms and the makeup rooms. I met a few dancers, one who made all my ballet friends jealous.

I saw Amanda Schull, star of CENTER STAGE warming up and getting her makeup on. I don't go crazy for celebrities, but with her is was just weird seeing her in the exact same type of setting as in the movie.

I am going again today to see tonight's performance. I have even better seats and now I can really appreciate everything with the "awe" factor decreased.

It will be sad to say goodbye because the weather, the atmosphere, the scenery, and all the wonderful places to discover have really been amazing. SUCH A SHORT WEEK this is has been.

Well it's off to the ballet!

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STIZ-OLEN from Cheekytrousers:


My Father thinks I am: A son who won't carry on his last name and is morally deviant.

My Mother thinks I am: her gay son who hopefully doesn't get aids or beat up, but loves me with all her life.

My Sister thinks I am: Her baby brother who is loud and completely different than anyone else in the family, but hilarious.

My Grandma thinks I am: a nice boy who goes to art school.

My Grandpa thinks I am: named "Richie."

My Boyfriend thinks I am: Hotness, and not all there in the head for being with him.

My Girlfriend thinks I am: in 8th grade. Because that's the last time I had one.

My best friend thinks I am: Completely in tune with his brain and psychically connected with him.


:: EGO ::

+your three best qualities = Over all optimistic, effectionate, able to give good advice.

+three worst qualities = only able to think in terms of black and white/right and wrong, hate feet, often forget the people I care about most.

+three things you are often complimented for = dancing skills, motion graphics skills, and my hot sexy ass and legs of steel.

+a compliment you got that made you blush = "You make me want to be a better person and you don't even realize it."

+you get embarrassed when = Someone assumes I have a girlfriend, or I am interested in girls and I have to explain the whole queer thang'.

+upsets you = When someone is angry at me. I hate knowing someone is upset.

+you keep a diary = Live Journal <-- about a year or so ///http://www.boyshapedbox.com <---about 4 years now.

+you like to cook = Ugh I HATE cooking and I am not allowed to do it. I burn things. Like Ramen, and soup.

+you have a secret you have not shared with anybody = oh yeah, i have a few, but they are personal preferences that only I need to know.

+you fold your underwear = I throw my underwear and socks in a bin at random.

+you talk in your sleep = Nope.

+you bite your fingernails = When they get long.

+you believe in love = Yes. Various degrees of it.


:: LAST ::

x. song you listened to = "Hey Paula" by Paul and Paula circa 1962ish

x. song that was stuck in your head = The opening overature to the Nutcracker since I just saw it.

x. song/movie you've downloaded = Fannypack's Album. SO GOOD! NO REALLY! SO GOOD!

x. CD you bought = Dieselboy's Sixth Session even though I realized after that I already had it.

x. CD you listened to = Coheed and Cambria's "Second Stage Turbine Blade"

x. person you've called = Maggie Winland to brag about the nutcracker.

x. person that's called you = Kelly Tustin to ask me out on a date to go see a movie when I get home.

x. TV show you've watched = I watched "Mo' Money" this morning on Comedy Central.

x. person you were thinking of = Scott. I keep thinking of him for answers even though he wouldn't apply.

x. you wish you could live somewhere else = San Francisco or the Bay Area.

x. you think about suicide = Sometimes I think about what it would be like for the people around me if I died. Not in a selfish way, but I just wonder who would come to my funeral and who would make a good speech.

x. others find you attractive = I think so. I mean I get compliments everyonce in a while. Mostly about my ass, but that's part of me so I guess it counts. I atleast know my personality is. Right?

x. you want more piercings = I don't have any and I don't feel any need for them.

x. you want more tattoos = Don't have any, and I haven't found anything I'd want perminantly on my body.

x. you drink = Nope. Never have.

x. you do drugs = DEFINETLY NOT. But to each his own.

x. you smoke = FOUL. Never, and I would like it if my friends would quit. I'll need you when I'm old and gray.

x. you like cleaning = I usually put it off and put it off.

x. you carry a donor card = It's on my license. I decided to be a donor because I'll be dead, and if I can help soneone I'd like to.


:: have you ::

x. ever cried over a boy/girl = Many times. Even recently.

x. ever lied to some = A lot of times I tell half truths....but they are usually sarcastic and meant as a joke.

x. ever been in a fist fight = I've been in a few fights, but have never thrown a punch myself.

x. ever been arrested = nope. Almost in 8th grade.

:: What ::

x. shampoo do you use = Ummmm....What ever is cheapest at Kroger?

x. perfume do you use = CURVE by Liz Claiborne....since the 8th grade.

x. shoes do you wear = Saucony's, Reebok, New Balance

x. are you scared of = Unmarked White Vans, not being successful at my career and not getting a job. Feet, sexual performance, saying goodbye to my friends, being with my relatives, that my parents or my sister will die, giving myself entirely to someone even though I know someday that will change, not leaving my mark on this world in my lifetime.

:: Number ::

x. of times I have been in love? I've loved 3 people other than family. But I've never been "In Love" like a forever kind of thing.

x. of times I have had my heart broken? Every guy I've been with has broken my heart. so my total is 5.5

x. of hearts I have broken? Not sure I have. I mean I have dissapointed plenty of people who were interested in me but I wasn't interested in them.

x. of boys I have kissed? 5

x. of girls I have kissed? 2

x. of people I've slept with? 3. Four if you count one hook up, but I'll never do that again.

x. of people I consider my enemies? I have few real enemies, where I'll hate someone who hates me back.

x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? 6

x. of cd's I own? Around 100. maybe less.

x. my name has appeared in the newspaper? Too many times. ::here's one for example::

x. things in my past that I regret? Not being more forward with a few people, Not playing more sports, not being more serious about keeping my weight down and eating healthier.