BAH!

Why am I freaking out about this date?

Not "freaking out" in the sense of "why did I say yes" because let me tell you, I am SO VERY EXCITED to go on a date with him.
I'm more just worrying about my end.
It's more self-doubt issues than anything.

It doesn't help that the last two dates I was asked out on STOOD ME UP....two in a row.

And I know he won't stand me up, but at the same time that's what I thought before. It's an odd thing, I know he won't stand me up, but that general feeling of worrie.eoeirjew.rjewnbrwejmnr.wer.

Ok stop Richard.

You are going to have a great time with him (as usual).
You will not be a dissapointment.
You will not be awkward because you are never awkward so why would you start now.

It's going to be a beautiful dinner, and there is nothing riding on it. Just two people eating together who like each other.
The rest, and if there is a rest, will fall into place naturally. He's a ridiculously handsome, caring, and wonderful guy, so relax.
HE asked YOU out remember?

Thanks livejournal, you always know what to say to make me feel better.

You're welcome Richard, it's because you tell me what to write.

I better go. I'm starting to talk to myself AND reply in my own journal.