Goodnight Kiss

After talking to a lot of my new friends / older mentors, as well as some soul searching I've decided to stop worrying.

But Richard, in the last 2-3 post you've said you were going stop. why did you lie to us?

I know I know.

But last night, I asked him out to a quick dinner since he's leaving for a while, and I kissed him at his door when I walked him home.
It wasn't a makeout kiss, but it wasn't a quick goodbye peck either.

That was my goal before he left. To atleast physically let him know that I'm really into him and try and clear up as much as I could on my end.

I didn't get a chance to ask him how he felt, but hopefully I'll find out eventually. For right now, all I can count on is that I REALLY enjoy being around him, he always has the best conversations and things to talk about, I smile 100% I'm around him, and that man is about as sexy as a guy can get.

If he wants casual, we'll do casual. If he wants serious, I'm up for serious. If he wants just friends, we'll be just friends.

Either way, being around him is really fun and I look forward to it all the time.

In other news, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIS! Sorry I couldn't be in CT yesterday :(

7 days until I turn...err...twenty something.
I have no idea what I am doing for my birthday, but I'm open to suggestion. I haven't celebrated it in years so I have no clue.
What DO people do on their birthdays?

you can blame daltxfurry for this meme

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.